who knew?

Sunday, October 08, 2006

ok.. i am so getting pissed again when i thought im learning how to control my anger.. grr.. and its all cos of her.. i mean.. yeah some people got problem in eng. but noone can actually FAIL right.. i mean.. a person who fails seriously needs help mans.. and compre is so damnit easy.. and she doesn't need to start on MG being a high end school.. yes the cutoff point for other schools is 256.. but HELLO.. im affiliated.. and double HELLO.. anyone who doesn't pass eng and lit in sec 1 doesn't get PROmoted but gets DEmoted.. duh.. i mean.. not to say that sam is laoyah and inferior to me but then she doesn't need to drag MG in right.. not my prob she cannot get into the school of her choice.. im not her am i?? im seriously gonna blow it in church oneday if she continues her behavior.. my cusses are getting lower.. and im controlling my anger.. not bad alrdy right.. **ll.. i alrdy lost it in church.. just cos she dragged leonard into the picture.. the whole story:
after a wonderful youth service we were gonna do the photo taking.. and then she has to go put her arms arnd becca when i put my arms down cos they were getting sweaty[eew] then not only that but her frigging fat hand has to go block my face... wth lah.. then when i told her to move.. she said to go put my arms arnd leonard.. WTFH.. [see.. with her in teh pic my swear words are coming again] what is her problem mann.. i looked at her in teh eye and said "you dun anyhow say me and leonard can? u say one more time ah.. your gonna regret it"
**ll.. what IS her problem.. im getting more and more pissed by the moment.. teh only thing that comforts me is my potato chips.. and im eating them so frigging fast alrdy.. and teh fact that bio and chem tmr doesn't help
another thing that doesn't help is teh fact that i cannot go youth nxt week.. i gtg for concert rehearsals.. hell.. they're selling teh shirts on that day too!! life seriously sux.. but im getting becca to buy all three shirts for me first.. then i pay her on sunday.. i hope she says yes.. or maybe i ask sam.. whoever lah.. damnit.. and im getting a headache.. wth.. and yes i know how to differenciate[sp?] btw a headache and a migraine when SOME pple can't.. im getting depressed AGAIN.. and i hate it.. hatehatehateit.. it sux to think that youre all alone and noone cares about you.. but i know that GOD cares for me.. even tho others don't and i don't even need a bf to feel loved.. im ok-d with my daily routine.. gotoschool;exam;gohome;eat;study;eat;tv;slp
no need a bf.. and no need to go out.. no need to watch moovie.. or go to kap or go eat with my friends.. i feel so frigging ANTIsocial.. and i hate it. hatehateahateit.. and teh guy that likes me is just a PAIN IN MY ASS.. that doesn't make things easier or better.. right now. another thing comforts me.. that im getting a BRANDSPANKINGNEWPHONE in december.. and its going to be one of the LATEST models.. i dun care how much the frigging phone cost cos mommy alrdy said yes.. so i dun give a damn right now.. i think i'll go study somemore and lust after having a proper social life.. where i actually go to kap; watch movies with my frens and stuff..
ciao
chaR;

2:22 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

harlow(:
finally the weekends..
haha..
but only got 2 days of glorius fun..
then it bio;chem;maths;lit;tingli
then its all over..
bah..
its like official..
i failed geog and hist..
omg.. if i even borderline pass i happy..
went for youth ystd..
it was rlly good..
and i ushered..
max talked me into it..
he's leaving for US!!!
hermph!!!
not fair!
but i talked hime into buying treats for the sec1 class
hahaha
yay.. treats frm US..
BECCA ALSO GOING US!!
not fair..
everyone is going us..
i wanna go us..
:P
sighs..
i just found out that my phone is on the verge of spoiling
therfore i need a new phone..
(:
i went to see hp today..
(:
and i am happy..
i juat have to pay my $250 phone bill 1st
heehee
and..
erm..
ouh yeah..
im gonna do that youth dance thing..
yep..
im holding the banner..
haha
so honored(:
im hungry..
and im supposed to be studying..
so ciao
chaR;

12:31 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

eng and chi. compo down..
i think about 6 more days to go..
argh!!
diediedie..
xP

englishcompo
4 topics..
01. STARS
02a. END WITH "SHE WILL NEVER KNOW THE ANSWER"
02b. END WITH "NO ONE EVER HEARD OF THAT MATTER AGAIN"
03. YOUR SCHOOLS IMPORTANT DAY
04. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE SHOPPING CENTRE-.-

i did 2b and i wrote all sorts of sh*t about ferragamo and gucci..
and i only realised it was wrong with 5 mins left..
!!!
damn it.. and now.. i may FAIL compo..
who fails eng. compo???

CHINESE
2 yingyongwen ques.

01. erm.. i can't rmber.. too lazy to check
02. how much you miss ur sis and what happened at home RECENTLY

3 zuowen ques.

03. can't rmber too(:
04. ummmm
05. you recently helped an old person. how did you help; why you helped and who is that old person.

oh gosh..
i did ques 2 and 5 of course.. and i think i did my yingyong wen quite well actually!
zuowen as usual i was half asleep..
heeeee

[what is up with you? are you pissed at me or sth.. or you think i'm pissed with you.. you ignore me one whole day and the next day as well.. you won't tell me what happened to you or why u were sick.. you seem more distant and faraway now..wth.. you leave me alone during recess and think that you are the centre of the earth. you would rather talk to her; eat with her and study with her?? WHAT IS YOUR FRIGGING PROBLEM MAN!!??]

2:44 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

omgomgomg..
i know i broke my hiatus rule(AGAIN)
but this time i really cannot not say anything
!!!
its so freaky!!!
ok..
so my skuu has those really WIDE stone steps
and its really POKEY..
omgomg..
me and nic was talking to kirsten abt class party
when we heard this BOM! sound
wei turned arnd and saw laura in this contorted position
lying on the steps
bleeding..
omg..
i think I was the one in shock..
i couldn't speak or move..
and her eyes were CLOSED..
so it looked like she was dead..
omgomgomg
SO FREAKY!!!
and then if you see anyone in that position.
most probably she broke her neck.
and got paralysed.
cos she was spread over 3 steps.
WIDE and POKEY steps..
butbutbut..
the most amazing thing is..
she went for an xray and she was perfectly fine!!
omg..
no brokenbones
no concussion
NOTHING
just a scratch on her head..
omg..
that was so freaky!!!
arghhh..
its giving me a mental picture which i DONOT want..
xP
__________________________________________________________________
ok..
somthing more pleasent..
we are having a class party next week!!
whoots!!
in SENTOSA no less!!
yay!!
i thank thee to all our nice sponsers!!
joan and xiaoting for the chartered bus there
vanessa for the entry!!
yays!!!
hahah..
and pammie and kirsten are going tooo
and maybe mrs chen and laoshi
hahahahahaha
yay!!
and im doing games!!
yay!!
going to siloso beach
heeeeeeee
i shall go study now..
and get the image of laura out of my head
ciao
chaR;

1:30 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

stabbed by annie and sas.. darn you (:

Seven things that scare me:
1. Failing tests
2. Being alone
3. Rejection
4. having a kickboard thrown at my head.(NIC!!)(:
5. that stingray that killed poor steve irwin
6. insects.
7. Getting scolded [particularly by miss yang]

Seven things I like the most about myself:
1. my bruder
2. i 'accidentally' hear things wrongly(:
3. i can go high for no reason at all :D
4. i can multitask-talk and piss pple off at the same time(:
5. i'm not abused
6. my limbs work perfectly well
7. i can DIVE! hahaha! (heard that sas?)

Seven most important things in my room:
1. My BED
2. My stereo
3. my clothes
4. My phone extension
5. My mp3
6. My ipod
7. My starpop!(it will be gone soon tho)

Seven random facts about me:
1. my cca is dance
2. i like candy that cracks in my mouth
3. i HATE injections
4. I have short term memory
5. give me a huge amt of cash.. its gone in 15mins
6. I love sleeping
7. I dislike being sick

Seven things I would like to do before I die:
1. score a perfect ZERO for my o's(:
2. meet bill gates
3. get a blank check with his signature on it. for personal use(:
4. Get As for all my tests
5. understand everything i learn
6. have nicer NAILS. they are repulsive and im trying to kick the nail biting habit
7. mani and pedi

Seven things I can do:
1. sleep for 16hrs max
2. go high! (:
3. turn my hand 360degrees
4. Gossip
5. survive on lollipops
6. swim!
7. not use the comp for a day!

Seven things I can't do:
1. do sbj
2. Sing
3. not crack my knuckles for a day
4. not eat junk food for a whole day
5. back flip into the pool
6. Sit still for a long time
7. not touch my nose in a whole day

Seven things I say the most:
1. HI LAOSHI!!
2. hellow
3. uhoh
4. no
5. is
6. ok
7. what

Seven most favourite celebrities:
1. nil
2. nil
3. i
4. dont
5. actually
6. really
7. like any celebrities

Seven people I would like to see do this:
1. sam-mommy dearest hahah
2. a bored person
3. spastic person
4. becca
5. stephanie(:
6. frensie pansies(:
7. Anyone who reads it!(:

oops
i broke my hiatus rule thing AGAIN!
bleah..
i got..
-new PINK roxy wallet
-new ROXY bag
-my ipod
-$100 in cash
-$25 extra(:

omg.. i love it
love love love it((:
miss sim gave us CADBURY BOOST for childrens day
yays
i like cadbury boost((:
yummylicious
2 days til finals..
so i should study shouldn't i?
ciao
chaR;

3:54 AM

Friday, September 29, 2006

argh!!!
im breaking my own gonna-be-on-hiatus rule..
bleah..
but its just so tempting.
haha..
gonna borrow mics photoshop((:
yays..
hahas..
hmm..
ouhouhouh!!
I WENT HIGH ON CHOCOLATEFLAVOUREDCOATEDCHOCOLATECREAMCOOKIES
!!!
its so good!!
and for ve on fri. instead of doing hist.
WE WATCHED ICEAGE((:
!!!
sometimes i just love my life..
((;
ok..shall go study now..
and be gooooooddddddddd
ciao
chaR-

6:22 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

helloshellos(:
i think im gonna be on hiatus soon..
cos of stupid EOYs..
im studying like siao. but i can't rlly absorb anything in.
WONDERFUL-(note sarcasm)
blah blah..
im hungry.. and all im eating is chips
bleah
i have a mountain of work to do and EOYs are nxt week!!!
ahhh..
*screams
im so gonna dies..
this whole week got supp.
cos we're not good enuf
-.=
so i think i may be going on hiatus til after EOYs.
gtg study nows.
til here
chaR-

2:19 AM